Happy Winter Solstice

The 2012 Emergence

Have you ever stopped to think about how life leaves us little clues as to where we are going? We know when we were born we weren’t given a handbook. That would have been far too easy. Instead we were given clues through mythology, biblical scriptures and even strange phenomena like the crop circles. I read somewhere that crop circles were messages to our unconscious. We weren’t meant to understand it on a conscious level. Another clue!

I’ve been really thinking about all the clues that have found their way into my life about this time leading up to the Winter Solstice of 2012. If I were to trace my life back to the beginning I can see a pattern. It is as if every little thing that happened in my life was leading me exactly to where I am now. It was a series of lessons and initiations that gave me deeper and deeper insights about my life. And when I ask the question “where are we going” I don’t get a straight answer! I get clues!

When I was a kid music was the energy that connected me to my soul which was the part of me that was highly intuitive and able to see life from a little different angle. Music was the outlet for my emotions but I found early on it wasn’t just my own personal emotions I was singing, it was the emotions of the emerging world! Read the rest of this entry »

My New Emergence CD is Out!

Kaleah's New CD "Emergence"

After a long year of following my bliss and recording it I have released my new CD entitled “Emergence!”  You can check out a sampling on the video below:  I am also offering a holiday new release special where you can purchase one CD for $12.00 and two or more for $11.00 each.

Go to:  http://www.kaleah.com/emergence_2012.php

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGTx-eHwebs

it is a collection of chants, tones and melodies without lyrics.  It is truly a channeled work pulling from something very ancient and eternal accessible from within.  “Emergence” is the answer to the question “Do you have a CD with just that voice?”  Now the answer is YES!

If I may toot my own horn here, this CD would make a great Christmas gift and also good for replacing traditional Christmas music when you are looking for a little something different.  This is why I am offering “Emergence” for such a great price up until the Winter Solstice. 

Go Here Now To Find Out More…

Thanks for your support!

Kaleah

Three Years to Live

Lately with all of the fear circulating around 2012 including a movie that clearly paints the vision of the end of the world, I have had to ask myself. What if I only had three years to live? What would I do? How would I do things differently?

I realized that this was a theme I needed to embody. Because if we had but three years to change the world, what would we do differently?

The only world that I can change is the world within me. I can change the way I relate to the world. I can change my relationship with myself and with nature. I can change how I relate to others. I can do those things I feel intuitively guided to do.

In talking to a friend tonight I realized that narcissism, which I’ve built my life’s work around, is the opposite of transparency. And it is transparency that I most desire. I don’t want to hide who I am from the world. I want to just let who I am shine through. It is the narcissist who is intimidated by the light and tries to shut it down. I allowed my light to be snuffed out!  But it was my natural inclination to shine.  That is who I am and what I am here for. 

As I worked to understand the narcissist I had to understand also the inner narcissist; the part that resides in my shadow; the part I disown within myself.  It is the part that is not transparent, who feels shame, guilt, inadequacy and attempts to hide it from the world.  Along with those unacceptable feelings and emotions come the hiding of desire, passion, honesty, silliness, ignorance, and also the bitch, the hostility, the anger and all that is not considered attractive.  Like most I have found that I live inside an image.  I believe I should present myself in a way that is “acceptable” at least to a certain group within society. 

Yet what would happen if the world suddenly became transparent?  What if we moved through this portal as a whole and suddenly we became naked?  What if we could see the agendas, the fears, the insecurities, the lies, the deceit, and the depth of our isolation and loneliness? Read the rest of this entry »

Surrendering to the Inner Guru

Over the past year I’ve been diligently working on my new CD “Emergence” and was in a celebratory mood when I finally sent it off to manufacturing.  It was a lot of work, but in many ways it was effortless to produce.  Because I surrendered to a force within me that had its own rhythm and its own path to walk.  Emergence didn’t have lyrics like my other CD’s.  It was just pure expression of the feminine voice wailing, chanting and singing her songs of the unleashed spirit.

It is that unleashed spirit that I believe we are all seeking.  That feeling of being able to completely surrender to something much greater than ourselves and allow it full expression in our lives.  It is not an act of doing but rather an act of being.

During the process I came up against  a lot of opposition, mostly technical but I also had some human opposition.  It seems that the dark forces of the universe were putting obstacles in my path to prevent me from fully stepping into my truest expression.  I was challenged on many levels but finally after successfully moving through each challenge things just clicked into place and the project sort of completed itself.

The way I found myself moving through these challenges wasn’t about pushing.  It was really about surrendering.  I found myself just letting go of any and all expectation of what I thought this CD should be and simply allowed it to be what it was.  I realized that this was really a huge accomplishment for me because I had successfully learned to surrender to the will of God/Goddess and give the feminine intuitive voice expression.  Read the rest of this entry »

Self Rule in a Patriarchal Society

Deeper Reflections on the Arizona Sweat Lodge Incident

I was talking to a girlfriend who I sit with every Friday in “Women’s Lodge.”  We were reflecting on the Arizona Sweat Lodge Tragedy with James Ray and I was telling her I had just written an article about this.  The irony is we were also celebrating my CD “Emergence” going to manufacturing that day.  And the theme of “Emergence” is really about the emerging of the feminine into her rightful place of power right along side of the masculine.

The masculine energy is all about the push.  It is about the “doing!”  There is a place for pushing and doing but there is also a place for surrender and being.  These qualities have gotten a bad rap in our primarily patriarchal society.  James Ray is a prime example of focusing on the “push” to get ahead in life.  And for so many people “financial gain” is what it is all about.  It is the financial gain that gives people a sense of worth and value in their lives.  The more money one has the more admiration he/she receives.  It is the ultimate sign of success.

Spiritual enlightenment and the ability to sit still and reflect don’t figure very prominently in the average persons view of success.

From the information I have gathered James Ray’s Spiritual Warriors program was not about success but rather survival.  It was a survival program and several did not survive.  Did this make them weak?  Did it make them failures?  Or did it make them a victim of a man who was playing God? Read the rest of this entry »